New Horizons
by HeadCase on Jan.23, 2010, under Philosophical, Random
All of these connections will dissipate, so much of everyone is off to a new frontier eventually. From underneath, I’m starting to feel the urge to sneak out into the world again… the decadence has been eating at me again, surprise surprise. I’m blessed with a perfect opportunity to leave without leaving, in these new beginnings, I do wonder which parts and who in my life will start to end. Well, I have never been one to look back on my beaten path and have always been the one to track the yellow brick road laid before me. In the end, everything is all in the inside of us… for hellos and goodbyes are merely words that are trying to express what we feel. I never bid anyone farewell and always welcome the chance for us to cross paths again.
I hope to be drowning in a new sea that will make me miss home like I miss that new horizon right now… that new beginning with new places, faces and paces. Exciting and enchanting as always, but age has now taught me to take a moment and breathe in this already familiar scent of familiarity so that I may dwell upon these memories when I have travelled far and wide. Absence makes the heart grow fonder, so I do believe friends and loved ones will be closer while i’m yonder.
Alright then, enough of reflective thoughts, time to go enjoy another night of decadence with my purposeful friends that I care for.
tonight’s agenda is drink, drank and drunk!! cheers to a new horizon…
Revelations of Ideals
by HeadCase on Jan.02, 2010, under Philosophical
Ideals like some memories tend to be eaten up by the black-hole of revelations, what we strive for and hold on to sometimes end up being of no importance due to our realizations… our revelations. Like the stars in the night, life can sometimes captivate your heart and steer you into a disturbingly unfamiliar frame of mind, where what you thought was more important than life can become nothing but a fleeting memory.
However, before that happens, conflicts will arise between your old values and the new paradigm shift. An internal struggle will force you to re-evaluate what you hold dear to you. If you cave in to fear, then be prepared to be a relic left behind by time… overcome your anxieties, and you will realize what a beautiful world it is out there that you have never noticed before because you were blinded by your obscured vision, focused on a cloud while missing the enticing sunset and vast sky. Realize for yourself what it is to feel alive, that new breath of fresh air is the beginning of a new you…
Happy 2010!
by HeadCase on Jan.01, 2010, under Philosophical, Relationship
Had a blast at the Ritz again this year, can’t believe I was up till
6 am! hehe. Bar-tending poisons in the form of shots to everyone, all were ushering in the new year, and puking out the old… lol. After more than twenty bottles of liquors and whiskey, and who knows how many beers and stout, I think its safe to assume everyone had a blast. I bet they are all cursing the bartender (me) today haha…
Amidst the chaos and craziness of our drunken stupor last night, somehow I did find time to reflect on the year, how much I’ve gained, how much I’ve lost… seems to even out for me, and I get to start at scratch again every time. Although, it never really is a clean slate…there will always be the memories of those who had made impacts on my life and made me who I am today. I hope in this new year, starting today (maybe tomorrow), I will find time to reconnect with friends and loved ones I still hold dear, disconnect with the stagnant, regretful and purposeless parts of my life and hopefully find success in my new endeavours. No matter how big or small, I hope I get to make something out of nothing and spin a story out of it for the next new year, and I will continually be the binding in the book adding pages containing stories of the lives of all those that have touched mine. May it be a never ending story, and may happiness find us all this annum. With that said, happy new year to all, lets make 2010 count for something worthwhile. Cheers and down it!!! =)
Click Here to see pictures from our NYE 2010 party at the Ritz. More will be added soon, was busy bar-tending most of the night, didn’t get to take many pics.

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