Chronicles of a HeadCase

I’ve been thinking of coming through one of these day and  I hope to understand where you’re coming from real soon. Sleeping all day and always up all night, I find that its always too soon to be getting this high, not that it stops me… but it took a long time to get me so wrong for so many of you, and its gonna take a longer time to make me right for somebody. lol, coz everything that should hurt me doesn’t seem to… so here I am dangling constantly from a perpetual sunshine, I wonder when will a wavering moon appear before me and drown me in reflections and not in vain. I wonder how far I will fall before I can start making my way up again, it feels alright to be in the silver lining, but sometimes I do miss the clouds. Drifting darkness seems to always come along to cover up every sparkle in our eyes, and its not that we’re too blind to see the angels and all their demons, its just that our goggles are fogged up by all the neon lights and shimmering sights… she is just out of focus and out of context right now. So she doesn’t happen to be in my mental playground now, so why am I waiting for the fallen to come crashing thru my sand castles and distill my thoughts? Perhaps even plant a heart in this faultless paradise…