Mind, Body and Case
by HeadCase on Apr.16, 2006, under Philosophical
Fear, anxiety, stress, sadness…. depression…. paths that could stray you from the right direction. Why do we react this way to things that really doesn’t matter? Ok, the real question is… whats eating at me right now?
It feels like i’m neglecting something in my mind but the surface area of my shallow reflections have increased and maybe i’m left with an empty shell. But, it was always empty… I need more answers… and each answer gives birth to greater questions. As each step of reasoning progresses, I feel even more out of touch with life and reality… and a part of me attempts to cling on. I am afraid… but what i’m afraid of is nothing… why?
I am ready i think to continue on this discovery… i’ve found new pathways that were unravelled by the will to life, the god in all of us. I understand now why we do not retain memory… as it would’ve been a curse. What we know now is merely the reality that we have created and entagled ourselves within… after a certain level, our brains begin to be in conflict with the mind. I am… none and all. How could we possibly understand this? With all the barriers in the way of this true reasoning.
That must be it then… I have to begin a new meditation. I have to break down my "sanity". haha… to some of you, i have already begun this process a long time ago.. but i’m talking about the structural sanity of this reality that keeps me suffocated. I need to exhale so that I may breathe anew.
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April 18th, 2006 on 8:29 am
the more u know.. the more u don’t know.
the more u search … the more lost u’ll become.
October 30th, 2006 on 6:06 pm
Wow, it’s a good one! It put a lot of sense into my head
March 31st, 2008 on 2:35 am
In my opinion, retaining memories isn’t a curse as long as there aren’t any ill feelings attached to them =)