Chronicles of a HeadCase

It had come to my attention, after reading a book about dark matter and the apparent construct of the universe, that all of it is based and relied upon the big bang theory. About 10 to 20 billion of years ago, the universe was a chunk of all the matter you find in our universe today, in different shapes, sizes and smells. One fine day, this huge mass of mass decided to explode and form the universe and the tiny space of it in which we inhabit today.

There are also theories of how the universe will end, one way is that the universe will continually expand and the other is that it contracts from the gravitational pull and everything in the universe will get pulled together.

Suddenly, something in my head went ‘clink’! lol. The creation of the universe! How could a big chunk of matter just go BOOOM out of boredom… and not just any explosion, mind you, theoratically, in the first second of the big bang, the universe (which was a big chunk of mass) was 10 billion degrees… i guess at that point, celcius or farenheit doesn’t really matter because it is probably hotter than hell. Then I thought about how the universe might end, and which made more sense….

The theory of the universe contracting is that, eventually the force of the big bang explosion that still pushes mass away will eventually give way… see apparently the universe is still expanding from that big explosion but gravity is slowing it down. Gravity is one of the many energies that binds / attract mass together. Now when gravity starts pulling all the mass of the universe together, and as star systems go supernova to later form new and bigger star systems (more gathered mass). Fewer star systems and bigger galaxies (we are talking about millions of years later). And since more mass is gathered and perhaps bigger star systems, maybe larger lifeforms too… giants… gods…

Anyways, I digress, so as all this mass gets sucked together by gravity forming a center while everything else spins uncontrollably in orbit. Keep in mind that since there is much more mass, there is a massive gravitational pull and we can only speculate how fast all the mass will orbit around the center and mass gets sucked together. As all mass gets closer and closer, eventually the orbit becomes a part of the core and the whole thing spins faster and faster, until it spins at light speed. By this time I figure, the mass has already broken down to particles that are finer than atoms, elctrons, etc. The core of the core of the construct of everything in the universe. I think the smallest known particle is a quark (10 to the power of -16 centimeters). Now when the universe / ball of mass spins faster than light speed… in einstein’s theory, when u go faster than light speed, mass gets converted into energy (we’re talking about so much mass converted into energy at this point of time, and knowing that atomic energy released from a tennis ball sized mass could flatten new york…) and there you have it, ladies and gentlemen, another big bang. Which I  think makes more sense than everything just going boom…. cycles within cycles… i dunno, call me crazy but it makes too much sense to me .