Chronicles of a HeadCase

The make up of this existence, this universe. Both limitless directions of the tangents, infinity to negative infinity, brightness to darkness, matter to anti-matter. It had come to my attention that life is a combination of both… instability and stability… mass and energy. Existence requires both the yin and yang to function.

Now, all things that occupy space have a degree of mass, from a spec of dust to a cinder block. Einstein derived the formula E=MC², so, M = E/C², which means, all mass contains an amount of energy (remember the atom bomb?). Energy comes in many different forms and can never diminish, simply changes forms as it is released. It seems to me that mass is the consistent yet unstable counterpart of energy, energy is the inconsistent stable part, interestingly they can both be converted either way. Existence, and the reality that we reside in, is a combination of order and disorder, one leads to the other and back to another… we are, in effect, consistently inconsistent. Trapped in this vicious cycle.

Life seems to be a makeup of Energy and Mass, and somehow relates to C², the speed of light squared. M = E / C², C  = E / MC = C… hmmm… seems to mean something like Mass is made up of energy that is divided up by light speed? and Energy divided between mass (moving?) at the speed of light = speed of light??? wtf. haha.

The only thing that the speed of light has to do with light is that light travels at that speed; Light and electricity for that matter. I wonder how fast the mind travels, from thought to thought? But something intriguing is that light cannot slow down, it can only travel at that speed, the only way to see light traveling in any space, would be to slow down time. Maybe light is going as fast as it is limited to. Limited by time, hence the theory that if you travel faster than light speed, you travel through time. All of us are bounded by time, space and matter. All matter is bounded by space and time. And all space is bounded by time. Everything is constraint by time. We can never catch up with light because light can never catch up with time… ok, I think I just blew a fuse in my head… :p