Chronicles of a HeadCase

The composure of attitudes reflect the unsteady balances of heart and mind, an  internal struggle of release and withholding. If you blast it all in one breath, it is unintelligible, blatant and foolish… and that would be the end of it. But the art of gradual and pressured release of the forces of nature built up inside one of us beings… is the theory of love. Crazy eh? wait, hear me out… it is always described as chemistry, sparks… a combination of dynamics that creates an unstable wave of revelations and mystery. Now obviously, we all have our definitions of what the ‘L’ word stands for, but in my opinion (and I could be wrong).. it is a combination of suspence, drama, humor, music and of course… sex. Sounds like a movie you pick out at the romantic-drama section of blockbuster doesn’t it? Well, as lame as it is… thats what drives it… that is a vague definition but you can meet the perfect person who gets along with you in every way… but at the wrong moment? or there is no ‘chemistry’ or the situation doesn’t present itself… it fades away like chalk in the rain. The relationship would be one of constant pushes and pulls, like the relationship between the wind and the water. The gust of wind can create ripples in the water, or different temperature winds collide and create twisters of great energy and also great destruction. The clouds (water in another form), and the wind, creating rain and thunderstorms… or a lonely gloomy day… not a color in the sky; for the winds have calmed and the seas trapped in limbo up in the air is momentarily suspended in life and form. The wind will blow, and the waters will fall or flow… and life will begin anew. But love is for the energies between the two elements, love is the whole process of it… all the different forms the relationship between the two take, a hollistic approach to the connections between and beyond. and finally, knowing that without the wind, the water is reflective, lifeless and still… without the water… the wind is but dry air that chapps the lands into a barren desert, cracked and stripped of life. Chemistry, inter-actions, storms, suspension and realization. That is my theory in progress… and of course is subject to change at any given time upon my whim. lol.