Chronicles of a HeadCase

Cancer Sticks

by HeadCase on Mar.23, 2005, under Philosophical

1st Blog entry, some quick updates. Not much going on… trying to quit smoking, working, going to grad school and getting drunk on the weekends. I’ve come a long way since… i can remember, currently in West Palm Beach, FL. Lately, I’ve been missing home and some familiar faces. People and life go by you so quick, its tempting to try and hold on to something for just about any reason.

Oh yeah, just got out of a 3 year relationship bout a month ago… its a somber feeling to be alone again, try and remember who or what I used to be. The freedom is great though, so many things going for me now better not fuck it up. Wished I had more time to write some music, but between work, school and partying my socks off.. theres only time left to sober up… haha. Also been spending/wasting a lot of time on neatvibe.com… man after such a long relationship and living with someone else, I get so much free time, its great but I wasn’t comfortable with being idle for a while back then…

This weekend, me and friends are going to the Ultra Music Festival 7 in Miami (The biggest annual rave party in the US, all the famous DJs will be there) can’t wait for that…

Also, sometime in May or June… or maybe July, planning to go back to KL and visit my family. I wonder if anyone will even remember me from before? haha I’ve changed so much, I hope to find that the people I knew or met before have as well. The last time I was in KL, 3 years ago, everyone and everything was pretty much how i left it before…  reminded me why I needed to get out of that stale rerun of a life. Hopefully things are different… I am very excited to visit Malaysia again… missed the food so much I had to learn to cook!! Santa Maria…

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6 Comments for this entry

  • rose-ann
    November 13th, 2006 on 1:02 am

    well if your a lone try to find true love the right girl for you i guess your x is really not for you and im sure god will find the girl better than your x

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  • Dee
    April 11th, 2008 on 5:51 am

    This comment is to let you know that I’ve finally reached your 1st blog entry =)

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  • Fernanda
    August 17th, 2008 on 12:07 am

    hey did you actually quit smoking? Good times, old times…. Memories for a life time. we have learned together and grew together for a period of time until it was time to move on so we could both follow the paths we were meant to take. It was an awesome journey and i thank you! Now we are cousins lol even though we don’t talk I still love you, i learned a lot from you! You still are a good friend. You know it’s really hard to find somebody like u and tareq.I miss all the talk we used to have with tareq. Hope everything is good! Hope someday in the future we could all get together for 1 more road trip lol I am going through your blogs showing a friend. ttyl
    Fe

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  • Fernanda
    August 17th, 2008 on 12:21 am

    hey did you actually quit smoking? Good times, old times…. Memories for a life time. we have learned together and grew together for a period of time until it was time to move on so we could both follow the paths we were meant to take. It was an awesome journey and i thank you! Now we are cousins lol even though we don’t talk I still love you, i learned a lot from you! You still are a good friend. You know it’s really hard to find somebody like u and tareq.I miss all the talk we used to have with tareq. Hope everything is good! Hope someday in the future we could all get together for 1 more road trip lol I am going through your blogs showing a friend. ttyl
    Fe

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  • Nagenarc
    December 13th, 2009 on 4:59 pm

    Have been ramdomly re-reading your blogs and come across this one. It seems that you have a ceiling duration of 3 years with your relationships hehehe.

    Going back, it really feels good to read your blogs, it made me reflect on my own life.

    I read it when I’m depress, I read it to get some inspiration in doing my own blogs, I read it for any updates in your writings and I read it when I feel bored at work, just like now. lol

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  • HeadCase
    December 13th, 2009 on 5:04 pm

    Hey Nagenarc, how very perceptive of you =) so far in my life, 3 years seems to the breaking point for some weird reason.

    What is your blog URL?

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