Committed Dialysis
by HeadCase on Aug.05, 2011, under Philosophical, Random, Relationship
Impatience stricken a long dormant temper that had been swept away by the dialysis of the emotional heart. In the third person, I already know what I would tell the familiar face who is in the dream reality drama that unfolds before our very eyes… why are you putting up with this? Like our bodies, after prolonged and repeated exposure to a stressor we can start to be allergic to it, in which our automated immune system is triggered and attacks at the stressor with incremental force that it ends up hurting the host… you… me. Right now I am merely depressing the symptoms with a daily dose of allergy medicine and continue pumping blood through the dialysis machine of logic.
The repetitive humming is starting to get on my nerves and the metal contraption that has taken the place of a warm beating heart feels cold… too cold to be human, too much blood to be a machine. If this is the yellow brick road, then I need to tar it over or choose a different path… either way this way can no longer sustain my sore and tired feet, either the slope needs to start paving downhill or I need a new pair of shoes…. soon.
2012 Facts
by HeadCase on Mar.12, 2011, under 2012
Hi All, its been about a year since I wrote in my blog. Life has been keeping me busy with all the travelling for work and usual weekend intoxications when I am back in KL. Today, I woke up in Bucharest, Romania and turned on the news… and watched the tragedy unfold in North Japan… 8.9 major earthquake then 10M tsunami, followed by online news about the volcano in Indonesia becoming active, spewing lava and ash clouds in its wake. I can’t help but think about the articles and videos (youtube) talking about 2012, the end of the world, polar shift, etc.. so I thought I’d put together some facts that I’ve found online to share with you:-
Ice age every 5200 years (somewhat correlating to the mayan calendar)
Scientist predict solar max/storm in 2012 or earlier
Winter solstice occurring precisely in Dec 21st, 2012 (Not sure if this means anything at all)
Earth’s geomagnetic force is weakening
Thousands of fish and birds found dead in Arkansas (experts explain birds death due to fireworks… huh?)
Dead fish and birds also found in Ireland (more fireworks?)
Millions of dead fish found dead in Redondo Beach, California
100 over birds drop dead from the sky in Sweden (I also heard from friends in Austria that birds were falling dead)
There are loads of stuff online, but these are the news that I found significant. Do note that there are also inconsistencies in some news articles, so read everything with a pinch of salt. Also note that not all researchers believe that the end of the Mayan calendar (allegedly Dec 21, 2012) means the end of the world, and even the dates are being debated.
Please do share any facts, thoughts or feelings you have on the subject, regardless of whether you believe it will happen or not… my prayers go out to all those affected by the earthquake and volcano that happened today…
The Bell
by HeadCase on May.01, 2010, under Philosophical, Random, Relationship
It gently rings in the inside of your mind every minute or two, like an alarm clock reminding you to think of her/him. Just a tiny sweet memory can shrug off the chilling cold breeze and turn the heat up in your head and sip into your heart… melting away the cool silence of your solitude… and you think to yourself, there is nothing logical about a clock tower that sounds every minute and every step of the way… thats when you know that your heart has started to defy logic and all of its blasphemy. That is when you know your consciousness is trapped by the resonance of the captivating vibrations ringing in your heart and bringing your head down to your knees. The deafening tones resonating from this heart shaped bell drowns out all the other songs, and you feel no desire to sing along to any of them, except the ones that play on the same notes and trudge to the same beat. What a blissful haven to be in, where everything that is outside of the resonance of your bell no longer matters as much anymore… nothing matters except the continued vibrations that will constantly warm your soul, drive your mind and fill your heart… sounds a bit like falling in love? =p
