The Shadows of Tragedy
by HeadCase on Jan.27, 2010, under Philosophical, Requests
You are the victim of survival, and the witness in the passing of what could be and what will never come to pass. Never will these emotions surpass the loss of this ocean of unbeareable burial of hope. You can climb out of the six feet of emptiness and run amok with the decadence in everyone and this void in you but nobody will truly know how the daylight has faded on all your silhouettes and of moons that eats away all of your hidden eloquence everyday in every way. How can you leave it all behind, how can you leave all the care that has caressed your soul… all the waiting in the world can never delay your farewells and yet you can never say goodbye. With the waxing of the moon, all hope that has ever been invested in this life seem to have little meaning left and all you have left is but an empty shell of meaningless faded wasted years of living.
But all the anger will dissipate, all the sorrow will drown, and you will eventually learn to swim in the passive sea of acceptance where life supposedly goes on. You feel the need to tell everyone to get away, as you feel every piece of you has slowly faded away…and as time starts to pass, you hold on to the things that you remember about that wasted life and wonder what is it that still makes up the memory of you. Each time you hear that story on the radio you feel that the life you went thru is a passing moment that is no longer apart of who you are. And in a matter of years, when you try to remember how death looked like you will start to remember why you are alive. Wrap yourself in grace and leave the undeserved sins behind, life will come out of the clear sky and before you know it, you will once again be the blooming child in the world that still has the breathe left to stare up into that starry night where dreams still live on. And as the shadows that you thought were unwavering will start to dissipate, please do come out of the blue and reach out to the glow that has always been inside of you. Live life to the fullest for those who have fallen in their paths… its the least we can do in the memory of their being, in the memory of their life.
* Written as a request on the death of someone dear…
New Horizons
by HeadCase on Jan.23, 2010, under Philosophical, Random
All of these connections will dissipate, so much of everyone is off to a new frontier eventually. From underneath, I’m starting to feel the urge to sneak out into the world again… the decadence has been eating at me again, surprise surprise. I’m blessed with a perfect opportunity to leave without leaving, in these new beginnings, I do wonder which parts and who in my life will start to end. Well, I have never been one to look back on my beaten path and have always been the one to track the yellow brick road laid before me. In the end, everything is all in the inside of us… for hellos and goodbyes are merely words that are trying to express what we feel. I never bid anyone farewell and always welcome the chance for us to cross paths again.
I hope to be drowning in a new sea that will make me miss home like I miss that new horizon right now… that new beginning with new places, faces and paces. Exciting and enchanting as always, but age has now taught me to take a moment and breathe in this already familiar scent of familiarity so that I may dwell upon these memories when I have travelled far and wide. Absence makes the heart grow fonder, so I do believe friends and loved ones will be closer while i’m yonder.
Alright then, enough of reflective thoughts, time to go enjoy another night of decadence with my purposeful friends that I care for. 
tonight’s agenda is drink, drank and drunk!! cheers to a new horizon…
Revelations of Ideals
by HeadCase on Jan.02, 2010, under Philosophical
- Taken from Mt Kinabalu
Ideals like some memories tend to be eaten up by the black-hole of revelations, what we strive for and hold on to sometimes end up being of no importance due to our realizations… our revelations. Like the stars in the night, life can sometimes captivate your heart and steer you into a disturbingly unfamiliar frame of mind, where what you thought was more important than life can become nothing but a fleeting memory.
However, before that happens, conflicts will arise between your old values and the new paradigm shift. An internal struggle will force you to re-evaluate what you hold dear to you. If you cave in to fear, then be prepared to be a relic left behind by time… overcome your anxieties, and you will realize what a beautiful world it is out there that you have never noticed before because you were blinded by your obscured vision, focused on a cloud while missing the enticing sunset and vast sky. Realize for yourself what it is to feel alive, that new breath of fresh air is the beginning of a new you…
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